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Fallow

by Mike Erwood

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1.
Fallow 03:38
You threw it all away Every beautiful thing we'd made Stripped the bed where we both lay And left me here waking all alone Now I need something new to grow Out of all this land I've left fallow I'll just give the sun some time It's ok, it's alright, my heart's alive I never meant to lay you low Just needed some time alone Lost myself in something beautiful But beauty wasn't enough to bring me home Now I need something new to grow Out of all this land I've left fallow I'll just give the sun some time It's ok, it's alright, my heart's alive
2.
I was in a bad place, lost my comfort and my hope So I sank inside myself, hurt everyone I know You were my salvation and I hurt you anyway Couldn't stand to watch you walk away I could never stand to watch you walk away There were nights we'd pull apart Fighting over nothing in the endless dark But as we laid our heads in bed I was falling asleep when you said "I love you babe, and I hope you know" In the end your love it had to go in the end your love it had to go Couldn't stand the sun alone Feels as cold as lying in the rain you know When we were us you save me from myself The kind of dark thoughts that drag a man to hell But all along those fears were waiting in the wings You made room and then I let them in You made room but it was me who let them in When you told me you'd been waking next to him I saw we'd never get back where we were again Couldn't forget the feeling of you in my arms Never thought love could bring such harm I guess I tried to match you sin for sin We both made our mistakes and I'm sorry for what I did After the things I said I guess we're finally at the end
3.
The sun must be feeling the weight now too Of the changing seasons and the absence of you Cause just like me he's been having trouble rising Though he must know there's much yet to do Maybe like me he's stuck remembering too Those mornings in our room, his light broke over you But you're not there anymore It's getting late now, time to put the gardens to bed I'll try not to remember all the things that you said Or all those stupid little things we used to do That probably never even meant that much to you Like when we'd sit and listen to the radio And talk about the bastards pretending to know more than they know Oh, but for a while you made it alright I used to hear your voice every single day Never knew how much I'd miss hearing you say You knew the world was falling apart even as we spoke but you still had to feed your sourdough You'd make us pancakes in the morning While we'd talk about the future and how we'd both get through Never thought I'd be facing it all without you
4.
We fell in love over a bottle of whiskey and some dead poet I was playing my old guitar on my friend's couch and it started snowing We both said we had to go, you wanted to take me home, I thought I'd blown it When I left you at the door to your car, said goodnight and walked home alone again I loved you up and down In bedrooms, on hillsides, through the snow and the summer Never wanted for nothing more, thought I was put on this Earth just to be your lover Now I'm feeling that sad, scared desperate kind of lonely You don't write about in songs that other people might hear Just wishing you might come back home to me, lay down on your side of the bed and whisper into my ear: "We fell in love over a bottle of whiskey and some dead poet" I wrote this on my new guitar to say you're not coming back now, and I guess I know it

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released August 21, 2021

Mike Erwood: vocals, guitars, keyboards
Joey O'neil: vocals on tracks 1 and 4
Andrew Laviolette: drums
Alex Hallbom: bass
Nate Wood: harmonica
Jessie Tremblay-Lemieux: violin, viola
James Healey: backing vocals on track 3

All songs written by Mike Erwood
Engineered and mixed by James Healey in Dawson City
Mastered by William Poulin
Special thanks to Jared Klok for letting us kick him out of his house at 40 below in January to use it as a recording studio

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